MY FAMILY (EXCEPT JOE) NEEDS TO LEARN WHAT *CARING* REALLY MEANS.

i don't know if i've wrote about my frustration with this topic before- it continues to come up in my mind.. so i'm assuming i have. i don't really understand how my family expects to look "caring" for basically refusing to assist their own family member to get to a place where they can be truly constructive and happy when i'm sure they have knowledge of the fact that keeping their "loved" one in a place where they supposedly get a higher pay from social security- so they can just depend on that while wasting their time and potential at some sad excuse of a "rehabilitation facility" just because it makes them look more CARING to everyone else (i know because none of my family (but joe) has taken in consideration of MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE with the pathetic excuse of a "rehabilitation facility" because they're ONLY concerned with how they appear to everyone else!)amanda and/or none of my other family members (but joe) have taken the opportunity to ask me about my PERSONAL EXPERIENCE with that shit. they care more about how they appear to everyone (assuming they should be concerned about me moving to another state- simple solution to that problem! tell them to MIND THEIR BUSINESS! *gasp* IT'S REALLY THAT EASY!)of course my family members (except joe) don't care about me that much! which is really another reason why i have ABSOLUTELY NO DESIRE TO STICK AROUND THIS SAD EXCUSE OF A STATE. they'd rather see me wasting my time at that waste of space rehabilitation "facility" rather than actually work on getting more WORK EXPERIENCE so that i'm not completely fucked when this country cuts off the social security entirely for some stupid reason to everyone who is too vulnerable to get someone to ACTUALLY LISTEN to them so they're SCREWED!.. OH WAIT STACY!! THAT WOULD BE ME! it's ok though- nobody obviously cares about my well being! that's why this shit continues and i'm STILL in the SAME state! MY PATHETIC EXCUSE OF "SUPPORT" = EMPTY EXCUSES OF URGING ME SAYING "YOU GOT THIS!" without ANY attempts to solve or help me with my problems! my grandma was a fool to believe you'd actually help me get to where i wanna be. SHE NEVER CONSIDERED HOW INCONVENIENT IT WAS FOR YOU FOR ME TO BREATHE AND/OR BE TRULY HAPPY AND SUCCESSFUL! stop trying to solve my problems like the only way she knew how, she promised you'd help me in the ways she was unable to because she was aware of her naivety and how things changed a lot since she was younger. you're just as naive as her if you can't see that. ask yourself this: WOULD YOU WANT YOUR DAUGHTER TO JUST THROW AWAY HER CAPABILITIES AND ABILITIES TO BE TRULY SUCCESSFUL AFTER BEING A STUDENT WHO MANAGED TO GRADUATE WITH HONORS, PARTICIPATE IN SPORTS WHEN SHE DIDN'T HAVE A TBI, AND ATTEND COLLEGES JUST TO GO TO SOME SAD EXCUSE OF A REHABILITATION "CENTER" WHICH DEPENDS ON CLIENTS WITH A LACK OF KNOWLEGABLE ADVOCACY WHICH DOESN'T LET HER SHOW HER TRUE PROGRESS AND ABILITY JUST SO THEY CAN CONTINUE HAVING CLIENTS?! YOU'RE FULL OF SHIT IF YOU SAID ANYTHING LIKE "YES". if you truly cared about me- you'd be helping as much as you can to see to it that i get more work experience so when grump grifts the social security money and tells everyone they need to work for their money- no matter the disability, I'LL ALREADY HAVE THE WORK EXPERIENCE TO HELP ME GET HIRED TO GET JOBS WHICH ACTUALLY PAY FOR ME TO SURVIVE. plain out- YOU DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME. YOUR SMART ASS VOTED FOR THIS!